Not broken just bent

 No matter how hard I tried, I would never be good enough for that one particular person. So unreachable yet so close.  But the thing is, if u did something with the expectation of that particular one to notice you more, then simply leave it. Because it would make u look so desperately need to be notice, need to be matter. But what if that was exactly what you really wanted from the start? 

 And the worst thing that you've already expecting from the very first place, and expectations makes the big impact for the next hope you pray secretly at night, and slowly turned into a quite thoughts u unconsciously babble in daylight, and u would be reminded all day long, for that one particular idea that had been planted deeply in your mind because of a stupid daydreaming. That idea, that once been a simple thought, that once been a simple pray, was once been a hope.

 And high expectations would leave you scars, or even wounds, that took time to heal.